Lately I’ve been hanging out with all sorts of different people as often as I can and its been a blast. No Lie. I love being around different personalities and characters. I was telling someone the other day that just recently I started really acting like myself around people that I rarely used to hang out with. It takes me a while to open up to people but this time I’ve decided to just say FUCK IT and be my crazy energetic self all the time lol. The funny thing is that ever since I started just not giving a fuck, people have been complimenting me on my personality A LOT. It makes me feel good of course. (: People like me for who I am, my weird self.
December has always made me feel so weird. I think it’s the most intense month of the entire year. I notice that the worst break ups, the best new loves, the most tragic moments, the most beautiful moments happen. It’s a month that makes me want to explore and try new things. I don’t know why this month gives me so much inspiration, I probably sounds crazy to those who are reading this but its the best way to describe it.
December makes me want to go out and do crazy shit! lol. I always have this intense energy throughout this month that pushes me to hang with new people and explore around a little more. I think that might be why it’s my favorite month out of the whole year.It makes me want to be surrounded by people that love me and that like the way I think. I like to feel appreciated (I guess?) around this time of year.
I don’t know why I have so much emotional attachment to this month but I do. I guess when I come to think about it… The highest points and the lowest points in my life have happened around this time. December is more than just a month, at least that’s the case for me.